absinthes:

i feel so so bad posting this but

i am in dire straits. there are five adults (me, my mother and her boyfriend, and my grandparents) in my household, and my mother and her boyfriend are the only 2 people able to find work. my moms bf is currently on sick leave, however – he just had a big op, and had 15% of one lung, and 25% of the other lung removed due to cancer. i dropped out of high school because of severe mental health issues and suicidal tendencies, and despite having a few decent jobs over the years no one is willing to hire me.

between my mother and her bf, we get around 1000 ZAR (south african rand)  a week. rent itself is 5500 ZAR a month, gas is 300ish ZAR, and food is around 600 ZAR a week, and while we’ve been managing thus far, with my moms bf being out of work we cant afford gas to get to work, food or rent. i have no idea what else to do. i’ve been homeless before, and i would do anything to keep that from happening again. so please, please, if you could spare anything (our currency is very poor,  5 us dollars is nearly 100 ZAR), i would really appreciate it.

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